Can, not can't.

I dreaded the coming of today since friday evening but as today came to a close, i realized that there was nothing to fear after all. It was almost laughable for me to feel so tensed and worked up over something so trivial. But who doesn't overreact at one point in their lives? But I guess feeling all those undesirable emotions was worth the feeling of elation and amazement and pride and relief that I am feeling right now.

It feels all the more fulfilling, knowing that you did something that you didn't expect that you can do. I guess what I said in my earlier post was really true. When we set our mind and hearts into something (and with a little pinch of luck), we can do wonders, we can do something totally unexpected. Of course, in the end though you can use that famous line "I knew I (you) could do it" but there's no denying that at the start of everything, you were afraid and anxious and unsure... like I was.

I guess deep inside me, I really did believe that I could do it. (I told you that line would appear.:)) ) But that feeling, that phrase of encouragement, was buried under all the anxiety and fear that it became indecipherable. Now I know that I shouldn't doubt myself and my capabilites. No one should doubt themselves. Because maybe, part of what brings us to our downfall is the fact that we don't believe in ourselves.

I mean, if we don't believe in ourselves then how can others trust and believe in us?:)